I reached the top of the hill, I see a new landscape ahead. With mountains and a plateau of richness and beauty. Only comparable with Lasithi on Crete, where you pass greyish green coloured hills to arrive a landscape of the most colourful and fruitful nature covered in sunny rays. All fruits and vegetables for healthy lifes grow here.
I showed patience, stayed focused and learned again to have trust in the world which had been so hard on me. Now, in autumn, my harvest has just begun. A chance to work for a community purpose, new power for my side business as a copywriter and inner peace. I still feel the pain of missing and the burden of deep grief. Everyday. But I can feel the happy and glory moments, too.
Years ago, I created a file on my laptop named „First Million“. The vision of having that much money made me feel less sorrowed, more self-confident and fulfilled with thankfullness. Without having earned this amount in €, this is exactly how I started to feel within the last month.
Don‘t get me wrong, I still work for the original vision on my bank account. Stretched goals spend motivation, someone told me! And yes, it was a coach by the way. But without being there, the mental state I hoped for is present, already. It‘s not about the finish line, but about the flow on the way towards your goal. I know that there‘s more to come and I enjoy looking at the opportunities in front of me.
It‘s not about the finish line,
but about the flow on the way towards your goal.