It’s been a while since I felt you. You had been hidden deep within my soul.
It’s been a while since you saved me from the worst. I can still feel the pain of being hurt by ignorance.
It took a while to identify your return.
At first, there was only magic in my veins, flushing my heart with light and joy.
Lifted to the highest mountains, I saw a beautiful landscape ahead. I imagined exploring secret tops, living and loving you under the moonlight.
The longer I wandered around the more I lost myself in a glorious vision, inspired by my soulmate. The longer I was held in this nearby future the more needs and wishes flooded the unreachable scene in front of me.
What I saw became a vivid picture. Birds of a feather, we recognized what we were longing for. And we added our needs, traumas and fears.
Now, we are standing on the edge of our old wounds pursuing us to leave our mutual vision to face reality, again. So here we are, kissed by the beauties of life and separated by our fears. Your fear of connection and my fear of loss created the distance between us, pretending to save our hearts by ghosting our truths.